An honest endofcareer autobiography from widely adored Harlequins and England rugby star Danny CareThey say everything happens for a reason and I think my life is proof of that. There have been a series of moments some of them tough setbacks that have proved over time to be pivotal to the person and player I am today. There was the time when my dreams of a football career came to an abrupt end but opened the door for rugby in my life the illjudged sledging outing that may have cost me the opportunity to go on a Lions tour the times when my name made the headlines for the wrong reasons the choice I made to miss an England tour which led to meeting the love of my life on a party island halfway across the world and the devastating moment when Eddie Jones dropped me from the England squad and I thought my international career was over.I sometimes wondered if it was meant to be but I kept on smiling and I worked hard as I kept my focus on playing the game that I love that I owe everything to.